Yesterday was a fairytale,
as the last moments are always the best
In the end,
the only thing i did not regret doing is that i tried
and although it isn't enough to fill in the large gap,
i am still contented
never thought what i have imagined to be the worst will come true
still remember myself thinking how relieved i will be
but it just feels different in the end
thinking how successful my arguments would work out
those were just theories after all
i thought i am a piece of clay that can mould into any shape
but only now i realised its limits
no matter what shape it becomes
it will only be an copy
never unique
never special
and there is always an extent to how much it can stretch
never enough to fill the gap
end of one, start of another i will say
but saying it is always easier than done
"how hard is it? " i will ask
I have to try i guess
and from scratch
but in a different way this time
or a break out of this circle will be better?
[639 +1 Days]
Labels: End of one, Start of another?
